Sick

AAAARGH!!!!

Got a stupid stomach bug (or very unlikely early pregnancy sickness, currently 6 days past 5 day transfer from my FET)

Reality of this (no matter what the cause) is that I can’t keep down my progynova so it looks fairly likely this cycle is going to end in failure.

The little embryo inside me is being let down by my stupid body. AGAIN!

I can hardly keep water down never mind anything else.

Called the IVF clinic and there is really nothing they can do. They said to call the GP if I continue to throw up the rest of today.

I’m so so angry…. and sad…. but mostly angry. The WORST luck of all.

Really struggling to find any positives. There were so many things I wanted to do this week – I can’t even enjoy my little boy, prepare for Christmas, tidy the house, meet friends – anything! I missed my sons first parents evening last night. I’m stuck on the sofa, bucket on my lap, sipping water and trying not to heave.

At least the cat is happy – thinks I am a big warm hot water bottle. Although he keeps swatting me when I throw up. Thanks cat!

xxx